Actually, I thought I was fine


When a tsunami of emotion hits
The fleeting heart first one by one
Then all at once
First flying over like a skipping stone
Then drowning with salty tears pooling over
Then skipping then drowning then skipping
Drowning
Until in a state of whiplash everything becomes so loud

And I wonder
Is this normal
Is this okay
Is this alright to be consumed by a single  emotion
That it causes such insane commotion
When actually, I thought I was fine

But my innermost forgot how to do moderation
Wants all at once but nothing at all

The extremes keep me buzzing
Excitement makes my skin itch
And I scratch until I bleed
Happiness illuminates my vision
In cinematic romantic bloom
Until with a single thought
Sadness makes me heavy
A rope tied to my insides ripping them out
And leaving me empty

And I wonder
Is this normal
Is this okay
Is this alright to be consumed by a single  emotion
That is causes such insane commotion
When actually, I thought I was fine

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